hihi
back on post!
so long nv blog. something happened.
was superly sad.
my father side grannie just passed away.
family went for funeral for 5days. and stayed there..
was sad. was shock.
unexpected but hais.
maybe its gd for her.
end her pain of gg thr the medication.
hope she lives well up there.
i will put her in my <3 just like i put my grandfathers..
anw i just wish someone was there t lend me a shoulder.
but there was none.
but i was happy t get t be closer t all my cousins!:D
hais.
now sister girlgirl both found their love.
and more comin up. hmm..
left me? hais..
went out w von pam ytd. went sheraton. but too late le. went eat sakae haha=X met desmond fahdli and a guy. but dint eat tog.haax.
went newton w yonglin nico yonghui.
interview at sheraton.start work on friday.
srys let ur wait for so long. apologetic.
i miss u!miss u.but hais i noe if u got wad i gave u now.u will ignore me for the rest of my life.im afraid.u dint give any replies.im afraid.u will ignore me.im afraid.to even msg u.wad shld i do really?fren once asked.is it worth waitin?he wait so i shld wait too?will he even care?why not give other chance when there is?why i cant let go?i miss him. really.i wanna see him. i wanna hear his voice.but i noe it wont be realistic for me.im helpless..so wad even got help.he wont care?stupid monkey.makin my life miserable.starmoncrapkeyfish.i miss ur chats.entertainer.i miss our laughs.i just like long leg u!can u at least reply?? pls.csr.mood:average:/Labels: inu.