hihi
haha lols hundreds yrs nv update blog le..
kinda lazy go online arh.
cos too tired alr.
anw todae din go study w them.
tml off day!
haha no ppr lols.
but tml gg study! and yk is gg t teach me!
cool! haha.

hmm yupps chem phy practical over.
chem ppr over.
history ppr over.
maths 1/2 ppr over.
english over.
mt over.
still left w physics ss dnt and phy/chem ppr 1
lols.hmm JIAYOU! last lap really is left w a few ppr oni.

anw just thinkin just now.
who will i meet?
i like scare t meet new frens.
maybe i unwilling t let go of my old frens?
will my new frens be as great as my old ones?
hmm but will i even get t poly?
nvm anw i can say i did my part in os?
just hope everythin is worth.:D

starmoncrapkeyfish.
stupid star.stupid monkey.
ignorin my msges.
lols maybe basha really said rite.
he felt guilty tats why he replied.
i dono.
i felt so bad.
maybe he doesnt noe.
maybe he knew.
i just noe he bother.but frens.
wad can i say?
last yr.
first time.
hais. i dono.words cant express my terrible feelings.
should i?
i really afraid of the times being _ but.hmm last yr?
if i really say can i still able t face him when we come back take results?
is it hard?
i dono la. hais.tml he got poa ppr. plannin t wish.
i wished him everyday. even if i don have any ppr.
lols.hais. he sian me fan anot?
smckf! give me reply pls.
in sch see u u also see le turn away.
i dreamt of him.
everythin was the same. he ignored me.
lols who say dreams are opposite from real life and why is it not for me?
can he at least give me a chance?
i seemed desperate.omg! i'm not la.
hais dono wad happen btwn us.
is it u or is it me?

anw just too much things happened.
and seriously i don feel gd.
maybe not by expression.
but inside me i really don..
hmm maybe tats me from the start.

mood:average:/
inu.

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hihi
hmm todae went study w jangyong yiping baide
billy came in the afternoon.
lols baide and billy came like 3 then go like 5?
play bball ba.lols
anw it was so funny
b wann go toilet.
he dono go wher when the toilet is just behind us.
lols.we all tot he went t causeway point haha..
but he went second floor dono ulu ulu toilet haha.
we all laugh till stomach pain.
hmm anw it kinda nice la.fruitful i mean.

well yupps guess i found one who noes how i felt.
pain. is wad i noe.
hais.but don wish ppl t ever noe liao.
cos i wann put an end t this.
if this time same results. i wont wan t sad abt it le la.
yes, i dono maybe wad i noe now is just wad he doesnt wan t noe.
but hmm wad can i do.
i can do nth but t bluff u
the oni way for u t tok t me again.
hais i really dono wad should i do.

o's super near us alr!
its on wed!!! omg! i'm abit freak liao..
hais i'm worried la.
scare is wad i'm feelin.
hmm...
just do ur best!!!
this time will u wish me on every paper?
or u bother t reply me just once more?

maybe it has ended.
maybe it has not.
i dono.
but i just wish us t be like 2mnths ago.
entertainers.
i.m.u

mood:average:/ (headache)

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hihi
hmm just had practical on thurs.
anw good or bad.
its over.
anw just noe did ur best alr and tats fine.:D

yeah i'm happy!
happy!
but like i told s.a.b
good things wont last..
i really afraid.
history always repeated on me.
will it happen again?
will its crash like last time?

yupps lingz say de you dao li.
hold on when u feel like lettin go.
things are unpredictable.
just let god decide the rest.
yes i agree..but i just curious.
will god take away wad i needed?
will god decide wad i don wan.?

yupps i'm afraid
afraid t lose everythin.
ppl arnd me.
ppl i nid
ppl i care
ppl i like
hais. dono just had chat w pz
she doin fine in poly.
well i wanna and lookin forward t nyp
but afraid cos i'm new.

who will i meet?
will it be great?
will i be missed?

yeah its just a matter of time.lets just get on w life.
everytime wad been said had not been done.
i just don understand
how did i became so ever invisible?
is the fault w me?
odd numbers. its just extra.

yeah tml gg study w jy and yp i guess..
hmm hope it would be fruitful.:D
jiayou! girl yeah i can do it!
9pts. maybe 12pts! MUST! JIAYOU!

mood: average:/ (headache)

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hi ppl
well todae practical was alrite.
hmm dono correct anot but hmm well its over
wad can i do if i'm wrong?
hmm stay positive and everythin will be alrite :D
anw just happy.
dint tot u will reply.
but thanks.
i'm motivated.
thanks for replyin.thanks for saying gd luck:D

anw first time went eat long john with an meh and maii.
haax cool man!
anw went ahma hse after tat.
hais see my ahma so kelian.
she so xin ku.
hais. my father, i can feel his pain.
he is worried.he scares.
hais.

tml nid go sch as usual.
sian.but anw got lesson.and nxt week o's la.
omg i'm scared!
hais. but yeah i gotten my motivation.
and i just hopin u to be back.
but it of cause wont affect my studies la
so ppl must JIAYOU lots alrite!!!

girl i noe u can do it! yes i sure can.
must cont nv give up last min..
LETs PING!:D

mood: happy:)

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hihi
yo ppl so long nv online update le.
haha too busy.
hmm anw so stress can..omg
but nvm shall work hard now rather than regret rite
my sch principal/teachers/students always like t say.
so hmm yeah its true la anw.

anw o's practical this thurs.
omg! its so fast.too fast indeed.
omg! how?
and nxt week is official o's
omg! i'm scare la.
but i'm improving.
but guess its too late?
i started too late.
just hope everythin goes well.
and i hope i will do well..
and i will try.
JIAYOU.
will u wish me?

anw super lots of things happened.
hais don wish t say. don wish t recap
its all so sux la.
but hmm anw just focus of o's is the most impt.

anw yeah i got private tutor,
miss chua.
wow she's great! love her so many.
thanks teacher.! i wont let u down for sci i hope.

would u be there?
would u be back?
can we be like last time?
would u turn back?
i always tot.
but it nv happens.
nth goes as i wish.
well i seriously wish,
my entertainer will be back...

alrite ppl JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU!:D
i also shall BUCK UP!

mood: happy:)
[except for the part when tangtang ask me don do silly things.
but i understand. i will work v hard de. t.t u too! JIAYOU]

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hihi
YO people:D back from such a long time.and after this will be gone again for another long time.
hmm but nvm can enjoy all i wan after tat!
yes O's comin man.omg! superly stress..
hais cant catch up w work.
how am i gg t cope?
i cant.
omg! hmm.but nvm shall JIAYOU ba.
i believe hard work pays off.
and yeah lets all put in the effort and say I CAN DO IT!

haax.hmm sians nowadays too much things happened
fcuk!
hais i'm just stress up.
and u don seems t care.
i'm hurt.by whoever is hurtin me.
u seems t enjoy it.
i'm hurt alrite.[dratsab]
aiya wadever.
since everyone noes.i will say
i like u alrite.u happy!

hmm too stress alr haha.
anw hmm i feel tat all my sub gg down man!
faint*
hais lackin of motivation.
ever since u went off.
i kept failin my maths.
but i will try t do w/o u!
and startin from now.

alrite le.nth t blog le.byebye=]
oh ya.
I'm super duper HAPPY.
ah xin msg me! omG! sweet!!:D

and.
thanks 010 for the present.:D

mood: average :/

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