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Friday, September 28, 2007
[BLUE.STAR] :D
8:33 PM

hihi
[27/09/07]
lols forget bring pe.
knn de the Ppl.
Lols eh, it not the end of the world we dint bring pe.
we just forget.
and its true we forgotten.
u all rather listen t fake than real rite.
like tat everyone will be liars alr.
lols wth is this.all this link t our conduct?
am i the most bad one?
lols.pls la don link everyone tog can.
its super unfair can.don be so sacarstic t us.
and don assume ur always will be the rite one.
fcuk.

[28/09/07]
rainy day.
lols we oni dint wait.
do u always have t be so petty?
yes its our fault.
i noe this would be alrite soon.
but why always have t qian jiu one?
its so damn stupid can.
wth.
happy t chat w 010.

[29/09/07]
sec bro fainted ytd.
injuries all over his head.
omg so heart breakin.hope he will recover quickly.
gg chinese garden ltr w june.
hope it would be a funn trip then[:

super upset by wads happenin arnd me.
i just dono wads wrong la.
i get so upset,jealous.
became so petty.
sucks man.

everythin is solved.
i knew everythin.
but i just cant believe wad i heard.
i just cant believe the true.
from the first t the last.
i been fooled?
am i?
from the first t the last
everyone knew wad gg on btwn us?
i been hidden?
i always tot u really are the gd person.
i tot i get hurt u too got hurt.
but wad is happenin now?
am i dreamin? or am i losin my mind of u?
is this the way u planned?
or is this the trap i fell into?
all this happened just for the sake of showin off?
just for the sake of catchin up?
just for the sake of followin?
wad the hell u think i must have been?
how the hell u think i will feel?
why u just cant understand.
i always tot tat there will be a little side of u tat wanted back this frenship.
yet maybe,i was wrong.
everythin started,becos u just wanted t follow.
yupps this is the trend u been followin.
entertainer.
poff.gone.vanished into tiny air.

i'm distracted.
mood:sad:(

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Wednesday, September 26, 2007
[BLUE.STAR] :D
5:30 AM

hihi
todae went out w june baide yp.
hmm alrite la.went bugis.
actually wanna study.but shop till don wan study le.
bought alot of things.bought shoe bag too!
haax.=X
look forward t sat chinese garden.
who interested t go w us??
tired.

[24/09/07]
Happy birthday t me.:D
anw thanks V BIGG t all those ppl who wished me,celebrated w me.
as well as givin me lovely presents.[:

[25/09/07]
Happy Birthday t YongHui.
yeah sch end earli.
but nid t go back sch at 6pm for nite study.
went have lunch w the grp:D
bought super many candles.yeah! haha.
went mount yishun in the nite,:D
thanks henry papa drive me home:D

u nv noe wad is it like t lose a fren
until u taste it.
nobody is right nor wrong
why cant just learn t accept.
everythin would be better..

u wished me.
if u really wan me t have a great day.
mean it.
yes i may not be great
but wads wrong w me
its disappointin uh.
the one u wish is not her.

I shall JIAYOU! hope this individual chem teacher for us would be great!
i wish t pass sci la!:D*ke wang
i must JIAYOU! study hard YOo!

crying season.
mood:average:/

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Sunday, September 23, 2007
[BLUE.STAR] :D
6:41 AM

hihi
[22/09/07]
HAPPY BIRTHDAY eleanor!
went out w gf sister serena lingz yh mh ning.
t s'pore river! omg! n i got t see my FULLERTON hotel! super happy!:D
anw thanks to Zcliques for my beloved presents. i LOVE everythin alrite:D

[23/09/07]
send coach song off.bye.bon voyage!:D
went tpy w jq leon jess jc km eleanor.
play 02jam at lan shop.
waste time cos bugis 2pm then open.
anw 02 jam is super cool! i wanna download but cant find.:(
anw bought bag and other stuffs.was superly great!
but tirinG! anw lovess:D

its sad for being treated invisibily.
history always repeat itself even its diff ppl who acted.
but somehow it always appear on the same person.
somehow i just wann t get out of everythin.

frens comes not becos they pity.
u don get frens out of sympathy.
gettin true frens would be when u also give them ur full heart.

nv assume on anythin.
its hard t explain wad are frens.
but its easy t get along once u noe them.

i dono wad i heard is true anot?
should i choose t believe or should i choose not t believe?
is it true?
is it not true?
why do u have t do this if its a yes?
are u really change for the better if its a no?
attitude is everythin.yet u don have any.
"shuian yao"so impt?
"mian zi"so impt?
i missed it.
i hate it.
if u leave me.
but i do do feel.i miss u much.
im lost.

mood:average:/

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Friday, September 21, 2007
[BLUE.STAR] :D
7:05 AM

hihi
hmm ....

i rmbered once last year. she was sad.cried in class n i rushed over.
just t consoled her and be by her side.
after tat. she just said a bye n happily went off w others.
hey. i'm so invisible?
yet same thing happened again.
yes same and it was just exactly wad it had happened last time.
suan le.anyway things change rite.i just dono.
wad is it tat u said are here givin out in life.
yes everythin is just so unreal.hais.

when ur gone.
pieces of my heart are missing u.
all i wan u to noe.
everythin i do i put my heart n soul.
words i nid t hear will always get me thr.
imu.

[prelims]
english: D7
maths: F9
science:F9
humanities:C5
mother tongue:C6
dnt:B4/C5
L1B4=35
L1R5=41
OMG.>.<

wow nite study superly power lols.yeah this the third day.
omg! eyes alr so swollen liao le.so tired can omg!
hmm yeah pass eleanor present.although her bd tml.
scare i not free..hope she likes it.=]
anw in the mornin smth bad happen.my "uncle" should noe ba.
aiya why everythin has t turn out t be so bastard.
wth. i dono wad is it tat is so wrong abt me.
why have t do thing until like tat.
u think i enjoy it.NO i don! its all so shit can.wth.
hais suan le.since i'm so invisible t everyone so be it alrite.

but i shall cont t work hard.LOLs failin prelim is not the end of the world.
learn t accept tat u fail.and learn from ur mistake
feel the sadness.ltr let it go.
and it should not affect ur mood t study! yeah tat the attitude!
shall work hard! JIAYOU!:D
i shall JIAYOU JIAYOU! JIAYOU girl!:D
byebye.

mood: devastated :'(

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Saturday, September 15, 2007
[BLUE.STAR] :D
10:23 PM

hihi
[15/9/07]
hmm ytd had a great day w pam n von..
although in the nite it wasnt great but..hmm yeah had funn
haha!
hmm todae went cp w mum cos she sick..then went t buy new hp
yeah! T650i..LOLS.hmm..
tats all ba.byebye.

ni huai nian ma?
ni hai ji de wo men de liao tian ma?
ni huai nian wo men de din zui ma?
ni bu shi hao ren ma?
wei se me xian zai zhuo le huai ren..
ni yao wo hen ni hai shi wang le ni..
ni yao wo xi huan ni hai shi tao yan ni..
ni dao di yao wo zhuo se me?
wo zhen de hen xing ku.ye hen tong ku.
wo bu zhi dao yao ze me zhuo..
starmoncrapkeyfish.u'r no longer my smiling face..
wo zi xi wang ni nen hui tou kan.
xi wang yi qe tou nen hui qu yi qian..
wo xi wang...

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Friday, September 14, 2007
[BLUE.STAR] :D
6:41 AM

hihi
yeah! finally last paper FOR prelim..
but hmm i dint do well..sad.
but nvm! i still got O's! must JIAYOU alr!!!
had funn eatin w von at LJS.even though we dint managed t eat nasi brani.
hmm chat abt 7pm show lols haha=X
anw todae one super NICE! omg! how i wish i'm zishan.but tat not possible de
i so bu yao lian..ppl so pretty and elegant.LOLs..cant compare de.
hmm..but so sweet can omg!
[herman + zishan]*

b*:i dono why are we not tokin la.its alr been so long maybe hais i dono..
s*:i dono wad happen t me.wads wrong w u.i just wanna stop here..
p*:i dono wad t say.
v*:i dono wad am i thinkin also...cannot make it.

like i always noe..
fantasy is oni a part of one's beautiful dream.
yet in real life things arent so great as it think to be..
we just need t face reality sometime.
and why not earli rather than later..
at least it wont be so devastatin...
my fairytale...is just part of my imagination...

JIAYOU GIRL! i noe i can do it! so can aLL!
jiayou jiayou! gambate.:D

mood: average :/

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Thursday, September 13, 2007
[BLUE.STAR] :D
5:09 AM


hihi
hmm todae went study w von pam..
LOLs brain kinda saturated..so dint managed t study much..
I'M so sry!! to von..
omg! hmm..anw tml shall be a happy happy day for me!
last ppr alr! somemore von suggested we go eat nasi brani after tat!
omg! i super happy lols! LOOK forward t tml!! haha
anw last ppr le..meant we gettin back results soon! omg! i'm so afraid!
superly can..hais..i don think my results would be any better la..
but just hope for the better..
hmm anw hope tml will be a good day!

lalalas super sian..ED..lols..hmm..
JIAYOU![: girl can do it de!:D

mood: :)

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Wednesday, September 12, 2007
[BLUE.STAR] :D
6:50 AM


srys ppl..cos i still find him super shuai!

hihi
hmm got maths ppr2 todae.omG! sux can..hais..
head burst liao le..gg t lan diao..
pls! its superly stressin me out..hais.
but nvm! shall have the nv endin motivation! must keep me gg till o's ba..
hmm anw..tml no sch! no ppr..but hmm gg study at cc study rm lols..
maybe 10am? yue zhao yue hao..can study more..
guess will be alone ba if von not comin..nvm hmm..

guess tat everythin alrite.and happy for ur...:D
was thinkin tat why am i so ever lonely?
hais i dono la.maybe i just cant find the rite thing t do..
hais i just dono wad t do..i really at lost!

anw was happy! just made my ahma happy in the afternoon..
felt so gd..but somethin happen in the nite..hmm dono la..
anw hmm hope everythin will be alrite as time goes..

" hais wo hai shi fang bu xia la.. i dono why la..
but wo ye bu xiang fang xia..
its tat i don wan t be so ever lonely.
somemore bringin happiness into my life is so ever kun nan can..
wo bu zhi dao yao ze me zhuo..
wo ye bu zhi dao yao ze me ban..
but everytime i go study..wo hui hen xiang gen ni qu..
although i noe nw is not possible le..
but hmm nvm ba.i will fang xia de eventually..
cos i still have my friends..esp von + pam..
thanks man..but.nahs shall not say anymore."

Jia YOU ba.! I can do it de! so can all the peeps.!!
lets all mugg for O's BA!!!:D
*FOCUS! jiayou girl!!!

mood: :)

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Sunday, September 09, 2007
[BLUE.STAR] :D
6:48 AM


todae high sch musical 2!:D

hihi
hmm went study w von..
lols ltr baide n johnathan went too..
anw they come alr then we went out study w them..
so qiao the uncle went in t check..
haha..SO LUCKY lols..
like mr yeo said " not everyday is ur lucky day"
but luckily we went out alr..=]
then went out ask baide explain question..lols anw i noe alr..i guess..
haha thanks anw..
hmm dint really study after go out..
von play w baide..cos snatch hp>.<
then me n johnathan watch [fu man ren jian]
omg!! super nice OLDLY show!!!
went pop buy things.went eat.go home.
todae is [ong yun kwang] birthday! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!:D

super elated :D
happy :)
average :/
not too bad :/
sad :(
devastated :'(
my emotions..=]]

like i always say...
diff ppl have diff placing in each heart..not onli mine but to all
so diff ppl made diff impact on the same person..
its diff anw so cannot just use one perspective t view as u nv will be correct..
initiative comes from 1..
i dono wad can i still do..

mood: happy :)

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Saturday, September 08, 2007
[BLUE.STAR] :D
7:20 AM


hihi
hmm had a fruitful day w von..
study at cc from 1130 till 730..
wow 9hrs.. SUPER!
anw tml gg again! yes nid t go everyday!!!

JIAYOU JIAYOU!! jiayou girl!!
i shall jiayou bah!!!
FOCUS*

hmm i really dono wad happen..
i tried wadever i can..wad t do.
wad ur still wann me t do..
I'M CONFUSED!

lalalas i gonna work hard!!!

mood: not good :/

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Friday, September 07, 2007
[BLUE.STAR] :D
8:13 AM


yes its him again :)

hihi
hmm went for maths todae..
luckily went.cos learn more things.
hmm my ppr 2 sux la..hais don really noe how t do..
anw sad la..
hmm after tat went eat w pam and jet.
went off fast..went out w serena and lj..
hmm in the nite go occ play pool.dint really play la.=.=
there here am i at home alr..lols 1 day pass so fast >.<
hais i seriously dono wad had happen..
although i'm interested t noe..i wont ask anymore
since no one is willing enuff t say..so no point forcin...
alrite..i shall care no more la..since its not my prob..
should mind my own hse business..
hmm...

hais..FEELNG is super weird can..
my heart is empty..so hollow la..=.=
hmm and no more msgin..nobody msg me..hais..
cant be any sadder..lols
just found out i'm so lonely..durin the bus ride home from cwp..
hais dono la..maybe i really in nid of someone who i can tok freely t..
someone like smckf but i doubt i can find anyone like smckf..
dono la.hmm nv felt so ever lonely can..
when everyone is busy mindin his/her business..
who gives a damn on me..(nobody)

alrite tml nid t study hist alr..and maths perhaps..
hmm gg cc tml..byebye ..

mood: sad :(

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Thursday, September 06, 2007
[BLUE.STAR] :D
5:58 AM


omg i gonna post his pic up everytime.! he too shuai alr!:D

hihi
hmm..sians todae went for english and history..
omg superly saturate-ed haha..
anw after tat as von don wan go watch movie..i went my ahma hse..
hmm actually nv go cos tml nite gg out..
lols go bottle tree w z's!
hmm hope its fruitful ba..=.=
anw hmm so sians can..

hais donno leh felt so damn weird can..
its like hais i also donno wad t say leh..
nv like someone feelin is weird..but at least hmm..
i did it wad..hais maybe time not rite ba..
i don wan be despo lols..oh pls tat sux..

alrite la gg t watch my show.!
anw ppl channel 8 (7pm and 9pm show) is fantastic!
i super like herman and zishan! sweet*
*melts..=X
ok byebye..:D

mood: happy:)

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Wednesday, September 05, 2007
[BLUE.STAR] :D
7:31 AM

shadows..[:

me jet youliang

5N3!:D

teachers' day!

mrs lim...me pam von
haha i still think he v shuai!;P
hihi
todae went study w vonn and ning..
lols..hmm had quite a study..
but it did went in brain..
yeah its nice...and hmm i was like so surprise..
i dint think of anythin else..and yes..
i did it..but hope i will nv think of it again..
hmm got smiley for everyone! hope they like it..
i noe von gg t say.."why waste money again..aiiyoooo"
haha..hmm so cute rite..haha..
todae she also scold me..cos i told her abt last christmas..
hmm well its over..so saddin stuffs..
haax..but hmm yeah i love study room!:D
hmm sians tml got history and english..haax.nvm must study..!:)

hmm i donno wad had happen..but from wad i noe..u aint tellin me everythin..
its like why must i always be the one noein everythin at the v last..
i just don understand..i don no anythin..
its like this feelin has numbED me...
maybe now..i just don really feel tat as compared t last time..
cant help me not being concern..i jus donno why..maybe i don have the feel t care
but u always impt in my heart..

must study hard girl!!!!
last lap t O's..omg so scary..hope i can overcome my test anxiety..=.=

its not wrong t noe..maybe its my self tat i don understand..
its the everythin everyone tat i noe..tat adds t my agony..
maybe everythin seems simple..yet who noes..
it might be complicated in the inside..
yes it seems weird..but who bother t even see it..
who bother t even say..who bother t even noe...
wadever..my life is full of shit.........but sometimes..
its full of colours..cos i noe i will always have "ure"
and nv wann wash the colours away..its the fear i scare of ever losin any...
cos all of ure meant lots t me..its the heart tat noes everythin..

mood: happy :)

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Tuesday, September 04, 2007
[BLUE.STAR] :D
8:56 AM


hihi
went out w jasmine in the late afternoon!
hmm had a funn day w her..
anw went amk hub..and orchard..
saw daniel zl hg jeff..hmm not bad uh..
lols..hmm most IMPT thing i must blog!
i went t watch HAIRSPRAY!!!
omg! its super nice show can!! got zac!!!
troy bolton from high sch musical..and omg! he super SHUAI can!!!
*faints..really its nice! and its super sweet ending!!!! omg omg!! i LOVE him so much can!!
PPl must watch HAIRSPRAY! its super nice LOVE show!!!
"TV are in black and white", "DO the checkers."
the show is hilarious!!! omg its NICE!! GREAT!*thumbs up!

i wonder from the show fat and thin
black and white..
its so diff yet can be tog..
so wads w tat...
i just don understand...maybe nobody ever understand..
u wont feel the same w frens and .....
yupps u wont....

its great t have funn its great t do or buy..
but there are times nided for studies..
and i guess the time is alr now..
maybe a little too late..
but nid t start!
JIAYOU GIRL!:D

mood: happy :)

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Sunday, September 02, 2007
[BLUE.STAR] :D
6:50 AM

hihi
hmm had a boredED day again..=.=
well did nth much and i dint study for PHY!!!
i'm so dead can..die die..lols..
lols.hais

there's sch tml! sians..hais nv do any homework todae nor study..i'm so dead can..hais..
slack some more..wth! cannot slack alr..lols nid t use the week t study more.!
tml must rmb bring books home le..if not really no nid study..=.=

just got the tot..i guess i'm a failure
in wadever i do..
u see i'm a failure being a sister..my bros don listen nor like me...
i'm a failure in studies..i'm lazy lack of motivation and weak..
i'm a failure in frenship..i don no how t express myself..
i'm a failure who doesnt understand myself..
wad can i do..i'm wrong in everythin..
i just felt so bad..yet no one understood..
guess i just cant be somebody..

p*:its the every trust u put tat makes me scare of losin..
v*:its the sometimes tat i felt so nice t be w..
b*:its the driftin tat causes this silence..i just donno wad t say..
s*:its the fun tat i have tat makes me doesn wanna leave..
z*:its us tat is separated ..maybe class is more impt

mood: not good :[

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Saturday, September 01, 2007
[BLUE.STAR] :D
6:36 AM

HOHOHO!
change of blogskin! (:
omg lahh! seriously i dont understand why YOU keep changing blogskin?!
and why YOU change like almost evry week?! why why why?!
lolol joking! (wher got??!)

I KNOW YOU LOVE ME LA, BABA! DONT SHY DONT SHY! I KNW YOU DO! :D!

& YOU MISS SOMEONE!
SOMEONE = YVONNE!
NOT PAMELA. HAHAHA! (of cos =X)

dont shit lahh hor? (is u can? dono who busy dabian??)

i wna update my blog la! BYE!

I FOL i knw. :D! (yupps!:])

haha and i LOL i knw!:)

just came back from bbq.boredED n thx p for acc me tok,
i noe la.jet also not free so can pei me tok de..=X
anw hais like i said I MISSED.smckf:).
yupps miss yvon! haha..my stead le..siao siao..
anw so qiao met amos at pasirris.. LOLs..
ok la i damn boredED there..tot can ask someone pei me..but nvm
i'm home at LAST! and finally i can slp yeah! bye nites.

lastly: i wanna apologise t jq for wadever i have helped..
u always my sister and i', truly apologetic..
just felt tat this group of us is splitin one by one...
and i'm left w nothin...
so many ppl began t hate me..dislike me..
so many ppl have left me..isolated me..
i just wish t noe wad have happen..
am i at fault?
am i the cause?
why should this be happenin..to me?
sisters..brother..frens..
i just don understand..everythin changED so much..
yet all i could do is t watch as they leave..

mood: helpless :(

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[ME.]

Tan Xiang Hui`02
2 xing`10 xings*
I LOVE STAR.
yishun town secondary school`5N3

[WISHES*]
+ O's (ALL subs=12pts)
me t you bear(medium)
care n concern

[HOPES*]
go nyp*
get 12points for O's*
study account/ir/early childhood*
ALL my DREAMS t come TRUE

[LOVE*]
MY FAMILY
5N3
Z'cliques
all PEEPS


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