10/07/07
worst day of my life..
sucks can! hmm..had my o's mt oral today..
oh my goodness la..
it was so damn badly done..
i actually really got no feel and kept jerking when i reading the passage..
and i actually mis-intepreted one of the questions..
wow siao that really sucks can!
hmm already so sad le..
in the afternoon before going for oral..
sorry pamela..i'm sorry i will try to get another i promise.
anyway got upset about another thing also
and of cause on my oral
sarks really..
i don't know if i get to pass anot..
AHHH i so afraid can..
couldn't help myself..burst out after that..
hmm anyway was ok already..
LOLS went to have dinner with jetteck pamela
lols don't you think i'm the brightest light bulb ever?
well i myself think so can.
hmm aiiya i also don't know i just felt superly disappointed in myself..
although everyone says i put in effort can already..
but wads the point of putting in when you don't give out?
haiis stupid right..why must i be nervous.
shitter! what happen to me la..
arghh! hmmm anyway i just felt i had no face to faced ms wong again..
sorry teacher..sorry..
no mood to do anything..
somemore i'm superly angry about something..
everything sucks can..why must things all happened at the same time..
i don't even know how to settle it la.
i really don't yet nobody was able to give me advice..
everyone says nvm don't care..
but i really don't know la..haiis..
suan le..i shall solve everythin myself.
kao wo bah!!!
hmm aiiya i now really no mood to do the stuffs already..
but i really want to give 010 and fiq by this week
how wth...arhhh!
aiiiya say already..i'm so fan-up with my emotions and things irritating me..
i don't know how to take everything by myself also..
wth..
suan le..let everythin be it..zou yi bu suan yi bu ba
but i'm sure my friend won't even bother about it cause they are my friends they won't because of stupid thing and leave me alone..
i mean guys like baide jet brother and many more
NOT LIKE YOU
ok nothing much to blog le byebye ppl..
tears are always in my eyes
why must you always be the one
helping me to get back to my usual state..
i just don't understand..

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