sian..
todae first lesson maths..
=.= sianzZz nearly slpt..
haiis..i also donno why
todae i veri sad..!!!
cos ytd i dreamt of smth terrible
i dreamt of everyone ignorin mi..
it was more worse when i clearly saw who i dreamt of tat ignored mi..
everyone was quite blur oni a few was super clear..
pam affan and ....
haiis.. so sad can.. i veri worried most of my dream came true..
and i nv even think i will have such a dreamm..
haiis..
todae all lesson sux! esp mt..
hell la..idiotic..LOLs
hmm..ltr p.e
acc gurlfren runn..
but in the end still fail..but gurlfren U CAN DO IT de..
must push urself more..
and srys i force u too much todae..
i'm so srys..hope u don blame mi..
hmm..todae whole day i'm just so sad..
well nvm la..nobody seems to care..
LOL...hmm went taf in the mornin saw him.
but ltr he wasnt in class they say he nv come sch..
scare mi..i tot i mornin saw wrong..
LOL..he's ill lols..
just now went to jap class.. left my comp on..
so many ppl came chat.. he also.OMG*
arhhh!!!! why.. so sad..wann chat he went off alr..
msg him ask..LOL he say nth alr..>.<
hmm..well he say he took medicine goin slp..
ok lols..hmm take care then..=.=
well.. now chattin with *prealfat* english de ppl..
LOL..hmm sian.. also chat with my *sis..
wow..haha he found job and sch..
so good sia..make sure he cut his hair first ohh..
hmm..LOL like nth to blog alr..
god bless mi...
bb nites..
somehow ii noe
ii still love u

hihi PPL
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR=X
hmm well todae had quite a nice dae though my father dint followed along..
hmm went alot of place to collect hongbaos..
and went to amk ah ma hse i saw ah hao..
wow he still so shuai..hmm
haha=X well ltr went to great gandma hse..
got alot of food to eat haha=P
LOL hmm then in the evening went ah yi hse eat steamboat..
LOL haha funn!!! played majong..
haha..lols hmm..
fridae had the new year concert..
rather boring la hor..LOL
hmm just puzzled
VERI puzzled..why pam ask mi the qns..
i realli wish to noe la..
LOL..hmm like i said yes or no makes no diff..
lols i believe they sure patch de.. haax...
but i wish to noe wher the keychain went to..
no longer on the phone..so maybe threw it away?
guess bah..hmm...
if i realli get the chance..maybe he will be puttin on the keychain?
to show he could accept mi?
LOL..why sounded so despo.. i don wann!!!
shiter la..haiis..
anw tml my father goin thailand..
hmm just wondering although somehow i dislike him
but wad if i lost him..
i sure will cry to my death..
i don wish to lose any parents or see them divorce..
tat experience was shown by my uncle..
haiis..although i envy other ppl's family but still i'm glad i had ONE of my own..
ONE tat consist of everyone needed..
tats enuff alr..=)
hmm..cant wait for tml..
haax..cos my cousin all comin my hse for bbq..
and meilin is back from m'sia..WHee!!!
haha..hmm..
wasnt tat happy at all but still i kinda enjoyed myself la..haax.=X
22nd is jin qiang bdae..but hor also goin mr lim's hse leh..
how arh?? i still not yet chosen which one..
hmm this yr valentines i realli felt so special..
the veri first valentine i ever receive presents..
i gave to...
gurlfren,kh,meh,pam,von,june,yh,mh,yl,fiq,eleanor,jess,jq,sx,ms tan,serena,mf,yl
haha..and i got back..
*gurlfren`lovely goodies
*kh`blue roses
*pam`ferero rocher
*yahui`card = srys ah ya srys i dint mean to left u out de but thx for ur card*LOVE u LOTS
*yh`eeyore holder
*mh&yl`chip dale holder
*yl`chocolate
*mehmeh`star
*jess,eleanor`eeyore and brownie
wow..
i'm so blissful
lols so lovely la they all so good!!!!
haha my first ever valentine gift and so much i got back
wow!!! haax..
hmm also went to dnt trip to sp..
LOL haha the bus trip was a nice one..
they so funny mus baide meh farhan yp
all disturb the ppl in the other bus
haha..and mr lim appear to be the lame one..
wann to action action scold them
haha..LOL..and the tok was a donno one..?
haha all abt wad we will not learn de..so wad for?
LOL sian..other sch de all slpin =x lol.our sch best
anw went with 4/3
haax..well had great time there=)
ohh ya..sx fren rui jing say i veri scary
I scary meh??? LOL...><
i'm not!!!=[
sad la haiis...lols haha=X
hmm yeah!! i passed my 2.4km runn again!! LOL 17.59mins..
haha its long but at least i made it..
LOL nearly fail.18mins fail haha
i made it YEAH!!!
haiis cant stand yeo..
hmm i realli donno wad to say
but i just felt my heart is no longer in shootin..
hmm but of cos..still with the ppl in ARC haa..
so well nth to blog alr..
so tata!
have a nice new year everyONE=) take care...

hihi..
hmm ytd nite so damn late then slp..
arghh mornin 9plus woke up by my father so tired la..
hmm went little india buy new yr stuffs..
wow spend till 1000plus dollar..
sarks la..omG! haiis..
hmm ltr went amk
shop..bought blue adidas watch=X
wee!!! so happy!!!
omg! dint expect my mum to realli buy for mi..
well its 80dollar..cos got offer..
OMG! haax..ltr went meet lj mf yh mh
at sunplaza..buyin kh present..
hmm srysry!!TO ALL i realli forgot to bring ezlink!
i'm so srys i wasted ure de time!
seriously!! veri bao qian..
hmm..now at home no mood to study lols..
in the car kept listenin to slyvester song "shuoyi"
haiis let mi tot of him..
anw just got to noe..he went njc and got 15m for his o's
well congrats bah..wow so good same sch with alexander..
wow..hmm yeah! coach niao buyin tickets from mi!=X
wahaha.anw monday tml liao..
i haven even did any work also i dint study anythin..
sarks la.. everyone is improvin except mi still slackin..
sad:(
haiis..i also donno why!!!!
nth to blog le la..
iits every memory
deep iin my heart..
missingu...

hmm..
damn day todae..
went to dnt todae..super bored..till mus they all made jokes..
LOL! mehmeh u super weird la..
WAD U WANN TO DO..
haha..=X LOL~ lols..hmm..
farhanie was kinda weird with his hairstyle too..
hmm well ltr at 11am went off..
nid go safra..and i went to 859 bustop..
just missed the bus and i sat there almost for 15mins
stupidly..cos i was goin to be late..
pls la i could just call my father to fetch mi.
and i was so blur la..go take bus..
anw i manage to think of him and called him..
reached there in few mins.
haha..=X
ltr started shootin liao..sian cant concentrate..
the guys donno wad sch..so noisy la..
irritated..and kept shootin 9..lols..
sianzZz but however when they left more 10s alr..haha=)
hmm ko pi sao..don bu shuang la..
aiiyo..nvm de la..just relax ok..
u seriously scared mi and eleanor la..
ohh ya wenxi came..LOL! he's kinda dao..but haha okok la..=X
he funny..weird.. good choice la hor eleanor.=)
LOL! hmm ltr saw my results 385 =.= die so low.
LOL! nvm aft seein..saw his father..actually wann pulled jess to go with mi but
she busy talkin to coach ho ma hor..jessica..
hmm then pulled huiyuan lols..
ask him if he's interested in buyin tickets from mi for our sch fiesta =X
haha he say he will help mi ask the whole sch team >< so happy!!!!
haha=X so good of him lols i asked alot of ppl
derek coach goh cheston huimin akshay wenxi
well jess and hy so "jian" la..ask coach all buy so fast la their actions..jess manage to sell lols..
nvm i still got st pats de team and also my auntie uncles buyin for mi=X
haax..hope receive good news from him bah.=X
well ltr went np with jess..LOL! went minitoons bought alot of stuffss.
sarks la i tot 10plus dollar..then saw its 20plus lol! siao..=.=
sianzZz must save money alr...
well waited for my father jess acc mi..
and saw ks grp..got jeremy ah-han larry and some other donno de lols..
play bball bah i think..ks so dao lols!
sianzZz reached home chn fast and went guitar lesson..
hmm haha i at there help a beginner..
he younger than my smallest bro la..
LOL! too young la..he also don understand wad teacher says..
then he onii noe how to say uh uh..means yes..>.<
i ask him if the niid help he also said yes..
so i guide him in some notes..=X
haha but somehow i don think he realli understand..=.=
haax..then in the nite went shop..
sianzZz but ltr got veri good chat with kexin and meilin..
LOL! coussies=X
well nth much to blog alr..
no matter how hard
keep smilin...
hope tat somehow this wont break..
ii hope u still will be there for mii

hihi..
hmmm todae got o's results haha our sch did veri WELL
CONGRATS TO ALL haha..
hmm zixin got 10m..WOW so good la..LOL! still so scare.
make mi nervous also..
well haha glad she got the results she wanted single point..
minus cca she got 8m..
so GOOD..haha..
wish i also could be like her..
i also wann to be on the list!! TOP*
wow..haha..
anw just bought my guitar its BLUE>.
haha..but quite weird..
its metallic blue..donno la..actualli wann black but my cousin say she wan
so no choice take blue lol
other plain one wow siao so ex la..
LOL! cant afford nvm..at least not too bad can alr.=X
haax..well actually was happy de latr saw..haiis nvm..
double my no..nvm at least everyONE did his best rite..
hmm don gloom if u dint get wad u wanted la..try harder bah=)
hmm tml got dnt in mornin..till 11am..
ltr monthly shoot..
ltr guitar lesson..wtf so many things!!!
i goin mad de lol.still got TONS of homework lols..
arghh..sianzZz.just asked john abt their o's results..
stupid la he everythin DONNO..donno how to care abt his senior de..
haiis how to ask like tat==
i wann noe la..i wann noe his results..
hmm..LOL! nvm sianzZz goin slp soon=]

sianzZz todae was totally a hell day for mi..
haiis craps.!!!! i hate myself la..
fcuk..so not focus..
wads happening to mi..
LOL! aiis sianzZz..wher my listener..
wher......................................

hmm..
yoyo..
wasnt feelin great todae..
stupid blogg got some probs here..
i wanna chn blogg skiins..
just found alot of nice ones..!
anyone willin to help mi chn??
but also help mii choose first?? ii got lots of ii liike de but
just cant make up any decisions..==
aiis nxt week got LOTS of tests..
ii'm realli goiin crazy liiaox..
haiis..i just noe..
aii yii ge bu aii nii de ren iis more paiinful then zao bu dao aii..
hmm maybe tat happens to mii all the time bah..
hmm..xii guan jiiu hao bah..
anw ii thiink there's no poiint mii holdiin on..
he told mii everythin..
he's confused so am ii..
he doesnt noe a thiing..he just doesnt get wad ii mean..
anw siince he told mii..everythiin ended..ii guess?
hmm don have any mood studyiin for tests..
iits so bored..
but yeah ytd i went for my lesson..
ii was superly happy cos ii am able to go intermediate.
nxt friiday ii goiin wiith teacher and cousiins to buy our own electroniics guitar.
weee!!! so happy..
hmm..at least there somethiin to cover up my paiin..
hais.. ii also donno wad am ii goiin to do liiaox..
everythiin seems so lifeless..
mii too.. haiis why my consultant haven onliine..
haiis long tiime nv consult hiim alr..so sadd..
haiis my "sis" also have his own thiings to do..siianzZz
nobody goiin to ever care for mii..
iif the worse ever goiin to happen wad am ii suppose to do..
haiis.. why ii liike someone tat iis so far away..
why choose to liike when ii noe ii shouldnt..
maybe ii should be lettiin go by now..
ii noe u diint even noe
cos u are not lookiin thiis way..
ii love u...

hiii..
haiis.. so STRESS man..
homework gettin more.. lesson time gettin longer..
aiis...i so sianzZz..
but at least i enjoyed hist (NG) and chem (ONG)
wahaha..oni this two..others kinda sux..
haiis..but (NG) goin to leave cos our hist teacher comin back
haiis anw gotta quite a bad day todae..
so angry with GOH JIN QIANG..
so fed up..and also went bowlin with the sec ones..and jess jiaqi eleanor kahyue sze xin johnathan..
quite bored there cos nth to do..
actually goin ssc with kahhuay de..
stupid jin qiang keep forcing mi there..
well at there wad did i got..huh donno nth to say..
ehh u ass la..u bluff mi so many times..
u betrayed my trust for u..so bad!!!!
arghh..
anw todae was a damn sad day for mi..
wtf! somebody add mi..
speak in weird lang..and i don even noe a single thing he says..
and ltr he use icons of sex stuffs!
damn fcuker la..! asser..i blocked him and deleted him LOL! maniac..
crazy la so angry alr still got one pervetic come irritate mi!
fcuker! first time yu dao zhe zhong idiot!
aiis..sianzZz nowadays got alot of ppl tell mi abt their stuffs arhh..
oni one is good to them oni..
but i don mind..helpin ppl is my style of way..
even if i'm veri sad..but its ok i love helpin them givin them my consoles.also advice..
although i have no experience but i veri good in determin a person's good or bad..
well i feel kinda good helpin them not to feel bad la..so its good la
but till now i just cant find someone i can realli confide my probs to..
i alr on my brink to break down..
i can collapse anytime..but i noe i just cant..cos i still have my o's
i don wan personal probs to affect my studies..
but i just cant focus much..i get tired easily..
and sometimes i just don have the mood to do my hmwk..
its sux de LOL! i just hate myself man!
i just being a *BAD self and also a bad fren..
i'm srys i acted so badly todae.! eleanor jessica..
nth much to blog liao..
seriously i hated chinese lesson!
bb....
u are leaving mii ii noe iit.
but stiill ii seriiously niid u...