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Monday, October 16, 2006

[BLUE.STAR] :D 7:28 AM

hihi..
this will be my first entry for this new blog..
hmm wanna thx pam alot for helpin mi with this blog..
i'm too noobs luhs..
everythin also donno still have to trouble others..
anw thx alot..this blog is great..

hmm..
this week and last week i have been workin at my uncle's place..
hmm durin the first few daes work wasnt tat tirin luhs..
cos nth to pack onli do paper work..
so i slack quite alot..
but this week goods have been comin in and my uncle and mi pack the things till we blur..
TOO MUCH ALR..
so tired luhs..
hmm i wonder how my uncle manage to carry and pack all those stuff when i feel veri veri tired after packin onli ABIT.
hmm so pitiful luhs..nvm now i'm here to help him.=)
well..ytd was von b'dae..
happy birthdae vonnie..
srys dint get to celebrate with u..but guess others have celebrated? srys gotta work so werent free..but sure gettin u smth...
hmm..
feelin lost and blue..
just gotta myself out of probs..
hmm guys..realli srys for wadever happen..
i hope ure can forgive mi..
new frens again alrite..
hmm after this i still feel veri bad abt myself..i just cant forget luhs..
hmm..well tml still gotta work..nvm just work hard bah..
haiis still nid to pay my mum back money..cos i spent alot..LOL..
well i realli donno whether i should realli forget it..
i realli lost.. i nid smone to direct mi..haiis looks like no one is free for mi now..
hmmm..
for this week i can just say.. when i'm alone..i'm sad..
but when i'm workin..i could forget all the unhappiness..as my mind is all abt wad to pack nxt so on so fore.. well i donno wad to do.. i don wish to feel unhappy anymore..
last time i ask musi smth..abt smth i wish to noe myself..its not related to him or anyone luhs
he replied mi.."i cared but wont let others noe"
but if u care..the person u carin doesnt noe u cared when u don even ask or show any concern..
so is this call care?
hmm i realli don understand a single thing he says..
so i think i'm just wastin my msg..LOL
ppl have to be brave to do bigg things..
but smth being brave might not be the ryte thing as u nv noe wad could be the consequences..
like for example"wanted to to say smth but but don dare..maybe cos ppl will reject or scold or wadever..but if nv say or do..maybe will regret for life isnt it..but there's still a risk in doin anythin.."
maybe tats why ppl think twice before doin anythin?
haha..hmm..so sian at home..
now i'm attract to a korean show.."gong"
its so nice luhs..
haha..but dint get to watch full..i watch from the middle..and also 9pm channel 8 donno wad show..but its nice also..haax..so gonna watch ltr..
hmm.. exam over.. veri nervous abt the results..i regretted not studyin harder for it..
i veri scare i would let my parents disappointed..
hmm goin back sch on the 26th.. and also 30th and two weeks after tat..
cos of report books..and our e3 camp..
tired.
hmm goin gentin with family on the 25th 26th and 27th of nov..and having chalet on the 10th 11th 12th of nov..
lookin forward to everything..REALLI..
esp our class chalet..but now i just feel i don dare to go..like no face..
hmm..i dono.
hmm..nth to blog maybe on sat then slowly blog luhs..
gtg..
bb ppl..take care alryte..
nites..happy workin everyONE and smile always..=)
sweet dreams.

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