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Friday, October 27, 2006

[BLUE.STAR] :D 6:28 AM

hmm..
well todae came back veri earli..
cos nth to do..
just type few words file sm paper and ok off..
haax..
hmm..
well gotta my pay alr..
as usual i gave my mum 400..haiis.
i so ke lian..
i left with 100..
cant spend alr..
still have to treat pam..
LOL..
hmm..nvm tat is i owe her de..
well tml maybe meetin mabel in the nite..
and maybe goin out with musi june haritz ah dai and pam tml..
haiis..
wonder i should go anot..
cos veri weird somemore now the two so close alr..
like veri extra..felt so bad..
hmm nvm..
guess my las decision should be a NO?
hmm..lets don talk abt this
well..
hmm so sian at home..
yea.i made some decisions and i not gonna chn it..
i wan made changES in my life..
first i will wan to forget everythin..
and i alr delete alot of things in my mind..
for sure i wont wan to think back on those things..
well since i made up my mind..
i will wan to stick to it..
i wont wan to carry on with the old thinkin and keep hurtin my self with painful memories.
so yup..i guess wad i did is ryte bah..
and i guess i can life on..and not regrettin abt the deletin of memories aft tat..
=)smile happily is wad i should do now.isnt it.
hmm i donno..smtimes i just felt tat smthin still makes mi feel bad..
and i donno what and how to get rid of it..
well..guess i have to just figure out myself slowly bah..
hmm..
time can chn the whole thing isnt it..
so lets use time to heal my wounds bah..
things get better once u let go and ignore it..
so i guess everythin would be fine aft sometime bah..
wait for my good news.=X
heex..
well ppl..
nth to blog alr..
so nites..
sweet dreams
take care
smile always=)

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